DEDICATED TO YOU...

You did it to yourself
Now your all by your self
Acting like you hate me
I left because you made me
You played me to the left
Now there's nobody left
To hear your complaining
i'm gone and all you're hearin' is your own

(chorus)
And i'm gone
And your all alone
Can't you hear the hear the
Echo!
No one to hear you
There's nobody near you

It started off great
But who was to know
That love that is lost
Cannot be let go
You say it's my fault
Ok then i'll go
It's better to know
Now there's nobody to argue with
Cause i'm not home
Don't care who your with
Don't call my phone
Or did you forget
You know your wrong
I'm gone!
And your all alone hearing your own damn

(chorus)
Disgusted with trust
I trust no one no more
Just went with the flow
Found myself on the floor
When you went away
All my pain went astray
Like it's a new day
Now i have no one to argue with
Cause i'm not home
Don't care who your with
Don't call my phone
Or did you forget
You know your wrong
I'm gone!
And your all alone
Hearing your own damn

Echo
Your own damn
E-echo
No one is near you
No one can hear you
With your own damn
Echo!
E-echo!
No one to hear you
There's nobody near you

All night long
I thought to myself
Why would i stay with you
Realized that you were the one who had issues
So why would i miss you?

No one to argue with
Cause i'm not home
Don't care who your with
Don't call my phone
Or did you forget
You know your wrong
I'm gone!
And your all alone

Hearing your own damn echo!
It's just you and your
E-echo!
Its just you and your
I hope that yall get along
It's just you and your
Echo!
It's just you and your
E-echo!
There's no one to hear you
There's nobody near you
It's just your own damn
Echo!
Your own damn
Echo!


No one to argue with
Cause i'm not home
Don't care who your with
Don't call my phone
Or did you forget
You know your wrong
I'm gone!!

Missing??

Y0 Yo whats good peeps!! Its Sunday night and i finally got a bit of time to drop some plates on yo azzzz. Haha after a long fulfilling weekend I am now in my zone chilln and alone as always!! Haha! thats the way i like it ya dig. Anyhow yea my weekend started thursday night and consisted of kicking it wit family old friends music and laughs! What more could one want? I mean i wish i could see and chill wit everybody but sometimes its impossible!! So yea I headed out to my old stomping grounds in Hollister California and spent a 4 day weekend out there. It felt kinda good to just get out hit the road and drive and get away. After two weeks of feeling like a thunder cloud was over me this trip was needed! So let the weekend begin....hahaha Hit up my always cool guy cuz out in hollister and spent the day chilln BSing and getting some fresh ink! Ahh i can officialy say that i am addicted to ink!! Nothing like a fresh tattoo!! Anyways so yea did that and just being wit my inlaws is always fun!! I swear when we all get together (me and my brother and sister inlaws) we always have a laugh fest!! LOL we just make eachother laugh!! And con ganas!! I swear a good laugh is always healthy!! Even my mother in law is hella funny!! Saturday my band NATIVEBURN had a show out in Fresno and the whole band scene is always fun!! We chill play and listen to killer music it soothes the soul!! I even think i cracked a rib in the mosh pit! So all in all this was a killer time...but........in the midst of all this there is still a missing void in my life. I mean yea i can go out have good times laugh but when its all over this void i've been feeling isnt filled? What the void is you ask?? I have no idea? But I know there is something missing. I knda have a vague idea of what it is but i refuse to fill it! But oh well thats life i guess? (ok now im getting angry) Life always sucks..People suck...I wish everything could just be all cool without a worry in the world!! if it was my way thats how it would be!! But oh well i guess just need to hold on and take care of what you got..So these lil things i have left like my family our laughs music watever im taking care of and i aint gonna do anything to break it apart. Cuz in the end thats all i have is me REAL peeps...(You know who you are) if youve strayed away on another path get your ass back...before youve gona too far......So through all this...

Music Is What Keeps Me Sane...

jon

SETTING IT STRAIGHT!!

OK PEOPLE LET ME SET SOMETHING STRAIGHT!!! WHAT I WRITE HERE IN THIS BLOG IS IN NO WAY DIRECTED TO ONE PERSON!! I AM NOT SPEAKING OF NOBODY!! JUST IF THE JACKET FITS THEN WEAR IT!! I POSTED THIS HOURS AGO AND SINCE THEN IVE GOTTEN LIKE 7 HATE EMAILS!! NO JOKE!! IMA POST THEM HERE TOO!! HAHA IM JUST WRITING BOUT T DIFFERENT THINGS THQT DEAL WIT LIFE RELATIONSHIPS THINGS THAT I HAVE PERSONALLY EXPERIENCED. SO PLEASE PEOPLE I SWEAR I AINT DIRECTING THESE BLOGS TO NOBODY AT ALL....


oK WITH THAT SAID ITS 12 10 AM AND IM HERE IN HOLLISTER CHILLN IN DA CUT!! MY SISTER IN LAW TOLD ME THAT SHE HAD A CRAZY SCARY ASS DREAM!!! WHEN SHE WAS TELLING ME I GOT THE CHILLS!!! IN HER DREAM OR SHE NOT EVEN SURE IT WAS A DREAM BUT IN HER DREAM SOMEBODY OPENED HER DOOR IN HER ROOM!! SHE HAD HER BACK TO THE DOOR SO SHE DIDNT KNOW WHAT THE HECK!! BUT ANYWAY SHE SAID SHE SAID SOMEONE OPENED HER DOOR AND SECONDS LATER SHE FELT SOMEONE SIT IN HER BED!! WTF!! AND WHE TRIED TO TURN TO SEE WHO IT WAS BUT SHE WAS STUCK AND COULDNT MOVE! THEN SHE FELT IT GET RIGHT ON HER AND IT STARTED TO HUG HER AND SHE ACTUALLY SEEN THE HAND COMING FROM OVER HER AND WRAP AROUND HER!!! FREAKING FREAKY!!! AND DURING THIS WHOLE TIME SHE COULDNT MOVE AT ALL BUT SHE COULD SEE EVERYTHING AROUND HER!! MAN I GOT FREAKED!!! I SAY IT WAS A GHOST SHE SAYS NAH IT WAS DREAM! WHAT DO YOU THINK!! AFTER ALL THE DREAM AND BULL...

MUSIC IS WHAT KEEPS ME SANE...

JON

LIARS!!

Ok!!! Im back!! Wheeew!!! Man when i logged in my home page it had spider webs from not logging in in a minute!! hahaha..Anyways i plan to keep this blog going...Just wanna share my thoughts my rants and raves whatever!!! Anyways so yea for this motherfucken blog the title speaks for itself!!! LIARS!!! I hate em!! Warning: this Blog is gonna be explicit, rude and watever else you can think of! And if you get offended then it probaly applies to you sukka!

Anyways so yea LIARS!! lol fucken funny ass people!! Especialy the ones that lie for no apparent reason? Whats your fucken point?? Where the fuck you tryna get in life always lying about something? Whats especially funny and amusing is the stupid dumbfucks around them that believe everything they say!! hahaha Please get a fucken life. And they all come together and have a big ole LIE party!! Hahaha I mean dont me wrong i aint fucken the anti lie angel..ive done my share of lying, But the ones who live their whole life in out around a lie thats who im talkn to!! Yea you motherfucker..Always moping around looking for PITY...Haha hit up a fucken pity party im sure they got more than enough Pity for you to fulfill your Pity Cup!! hahaha So yea thats my take on a piece of shit liar.Short and str8 to the point!! No Bullshit!!! So if you a big ole mintirosa(o) suck it and keep believing yourself!! Ok signing off this motherfucker!!

MUSIC IS WHAT KEEPS ME SANE!

jon

Alright so check it out....Today at work was out working in the field doing repairs for some customers. So during my first job which took the better half of my day, I was at a customers house and this lady was really nice very talkative (which is something I'm not). So as the time went on, hearing her talk and ask me questions, and me giving yes and no answers and nodding my head and going huh huh, she tells me "Your not a very talkative person are you"? ...lol...And this got me thinking hmm?? Yea i am not a very talkative person, I'm not a people person. I keep a distance from people i dont know. There is very few ill open up to and act somewhat normal but most of the time I like to keep to myself, keep my thoughts, rants and raves to myself. Am I wierd? Yea probaly. *blank* ok I just went blank and dont know what to type no more..I dont even know where im going with this...Oh Well...Music Is What Keeps Me Sane....

Alright so today i get home from work eat dinner, Kick it with the kids...jump on myspace...then i go into the garage and see a pile of drums and drum hardware..My pile of drums and drum hardware!! Then i realized what the heck i havent been practicing like i should..The reason my stuff is in a pile cause this past "halloween" weekend i did two shows with two different bands and when it came time to unload i dumped em in my garage! And there they sit!! You know what i hate setting up my drums and breaking em down!! Maybe i should down size?? nah I like lots of hardware and cymbals it looks cool :)...Anyway so yea practice makes permanent! Until recently i used to practice 1-2 hours EVERYDAY....Now these past couple of weeks ill just practice when its band practice..WHY!!! Arrgggg eefff that tomorrow im on it yo!!! hahaha Just hope something comes out of it...Other than that today was cool that weird feeling i mentioned yesterday came today at 11 am..(yea i timed it!!) Was standing there and felt nervous or something!! I looked at the clock and noted it!! Then i asked God under my breath are you trying to tell me something..i used to get these feelings 5-6 years ago when i had a deep relationship with God. I hear him calling from time to time but ignore it....am i wrong for doing this yea probaly...been thinking bout reading some word but dont wanna look phony....idk its all complicated!! my lifes complicated!! Music keeps me sane.....