Y0 Yo whats good peeps!! Its Sunday night and i finally got a bit of time to drop some plates on yo azzzz. Haha after a long fulfilling weekend I am now in my zone chilln and alone as always!! Haha! thats the way i like it ya dig. Anyhow yea my weekend started thursday night and consisted of kicking it wit family old friends music and laughs! What more could one want? I mean i wish i could see and chill wit everybody but sometimes its impossible!! So yea I headed out to my old stomping grounds in Hollister California and spent a 4 day weekend out there. It felt kinda good to just get out hit the road and drive and get away. After two weeks of feeling like a thunder cloud was over me this trip was needed! So let the weekend begin....hahaha Hit up my always cool guy cuz out in hollister and spent the day chilln BSing and getting some fresh ink! Ahh i can officialy say that i am addicted to ink!! Nothing like a fresh tattoo!! Anyways so yea did that and just being wit my inlaws is always fun!! I swear when we all get together (me and my brother and sister inlaws) we always have a laugh fest!! LOL we just make eachother laugh!! And con ganas!! I swear a good laugh is always healthy!! Even my mother in law is hella funny!! Saturday my band NATIVEBURN had a show out in Fresno and the whole band scene is always fun!! We chill play and listen to killer music it soothes the soul!! I even think i cracked a rib in the mosh pit! So all in all this was a killer time...but........in the midst of all this there is still a missing void in my life. I mean yea i can go out have good times laugh but when its all over this void i've been feeling isnt filled? What the void is you ask?? I have no idea? But I know there is something missing. I knda have a vague idea of what it is but i refuse to fill it! But oh well thats life i guess? (ok now im getting angry) Life always sucks..People suck...I wish everything could just be all cool without a worry in the world!! if it was my way thats how it would be!! But oh well i guess just need to hold on and take care of what you got..So these lil things i have left like my family our laughs music watever im taking care of and i aint gonna do anything to break it apart. Cuz in the end thats all i have is me REAL peeps...(You know who you are) if youve strayed away on another path get your ass back...before youve gona too far......So through all this...
Music Is What Keeps Me Sane...
jon
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