Alright so today i get home from work eat dinner, Kick it with the kids...jump on myspace...then i go into the garage and see a pile of drums and drum hardware..My pile of drums and drum hardware!! Then i realized what the heck i havent been practicing like i should..The reason my stuff is in a pile cause this past "halloween" weekend i did two shows with two different bands and when it came time to unload i dumped em in my garage! And there they sit!! You know what i hate setting up my drums and breaking em down!! Maybe i should down size?? nah I like lots of hardware and cymbals it looks cool :)...Anyway so yea practice makes permanent! Until recently i used to practice 1-2 hours EVERYDAY....Now these past couple of weeks ill just practice when its band practice..WHY!!! Arrgggg eefff that tomorrow im on it yo!!! hahaha Just hope something comes out of it...Other than that today was cool that weird feeling i mentioned yesterday came today at 11 am..(yea i timed it!!) Was standing there and felt nervous or something!! I looked at the clock and noted it!! Then i asked God under my breath are you trying to tell me something..i used to get these feelings 5-6 years ago when i had a deep relationship with God. I hear him calling from time to time but ignore it....am i wrong for doing this yea probaly...been thinking bout reading some word but dont wanna look phony....idk its all complicated!! my lifes complicated!! Music keeps me sane.....